Often we want to know how things end to have a sense of certainty because the suspense of a story unfolding is too intense of an experience to enjoy.
A majority of us have been habituated to rush and be impulsive with life due to society having a messaging of going faster, hurry up, and you're to slow, quick speed it up, accumulate, accumulate.
Having a sense of missing out can have you overlook many aspects of life where you require information to gauge your health.

There is an opportunity to discover that inner peace you have been seeking externally. Are you becoming aware that you have everything within that would guide you to what you need externally?
Slow down and spend time with the most valued person in your life, which is you.
Discover what it is that has you react or respond to things, places or people.
Have you ever been curious to see if that uncomfortable feeling may be excitement that you have identified as something dangerous to feel?
As children, when excited by curiosity and enjoying life, we are often told to settle down, we can start to label that feeling as something wrong. Being separated from curiosity will cause dullness and the need to seek for external stimulation.
Uncover if possibly curiosity has been identified as wrong for fear that it will bring danger, which is an experience that impacted your belief system.

Those pages that are stuck have the reflections that others are showing you about yourself.